The Civil Wars have a song out right now named "Poison and Wine."
The chorus is a simple harmony with the repeated phrase "I don't love you, but I always will."
I am coming to realize that this is how I feel about Dancer. I don't love him, but I always will not love him. It's an oddly complicated feeling for a non-commital relationship.
And yeah... I am still having sex with him when our schedules permit. Damn him for being reasonable, discreet, and sexy.